the worshipper in me

many times before, when i was very active in church, i would not consider myself a good "listener' of the word. my soul would not be filled with just words from the bible but worshiping and singing songs for the lord, would make my soul full. 

i may have different view of a structured church now, i know deep in my heart, i am a worshiper. i would rather hear songs of praise and my heart and soul is full.

i am a worshiper more than anything else and that is my way of maintaining this personal relationship with God. others may think that i am on a lie-low with going to church but i don't think i am. the relationship that my God and I have is still the same. the greatness he has done with my life has always been the same regardless of my circumstance. and the worshiper in me never faded, ever.

i am a worshiper that my heart is filled with god's love today as i listen to praise and worship songs. a moment that only me and my God personally share.